Crossing Fingers

that I really don't jinx myself right now by saying this but every thing is going SOOOOO fucking WELL!!
OMG I'm so happy. So happy it's almost too good. Wow who know that I could go this long with out really feeling all emo. hah well I'm not a total nut case but ya know I'm happy and haven't had too many complaints. This summer has been so bad ass, everyday has been good (for the most part at least) I'm starting to feel more optimisic by the day.
OK 2 weeks ago I was on a complete high with the most fun ever wine tasting in Napa, Swimming with friends, Goin to the beach, Bar hoping, Seeing the Kims of Comedy, Watching the Dave Matthews Band and getting paid for it!!! This summer I have been on an increadible high, and knowing my friends are the sickest people ever! No one in my life right now can put me down. I'm letting go of the negative slowly and embracing everything and everyone positive! None of this summer would have been possible with out the people I know and love! About 80% of my happiness up to this point has happened because of all you guys. My summer has been like one giant kickass slumber party!!! Thank you! I love you all sooo fucking much it makes me want to cry (cause I feel so happy and special, of course).
As for this week I have realized that I have made myself happy. All my work, all my fretting and getting stuff done, all my randomness has confirmed that I am pretty fucking cool! hah sound cocky? Well I'm not... but I think for the first time in a long time I'm feeling proud and satisfied with myself. Work and the fair awesome, such fun, such gratification! My friends/co-workers were the whip cream and cherry on top and kept everything so great. OH OH OH.....I JUST GOT A JOB. not a job job but something with my degree... This Fall I am the Props Designer and Assistant Set Designer for Cutting Ball Theatre Co. in San Francisco. How cool is that?? Oh oh oh and today I got a call from the Clown Conservatory of San Francisco cause they're looking for a designers/builders! I'm sooo excited to see what's to come of this year! Oh me oh my i'm excited. And to end my evening on a Happy note I'm goin to the Drive-In hah :-)

I have currently made myself speachless Hah. Love you allz thanks for reading! and I can't wait to keep this ball of goodness rolling!